Fit in??
Not sure if I want to fit in with this crowd. Just on this thread alone I have been told to slit my wrists (both of them), pull my head out, get a sense of humor, take my ball and go home and have been called various different names that question my masculinity and sexual preference and have been threatened to have my ass kicked. Yeah, with friends like that who needs enemies?? Sorry but if that is the nature of the crowd here then I don't need to fit in.
The bottom line is I can take the ridicule of myself - doesn't even bother me but the blatant sexism, misogyny, racism and meanness on here does. If that makes me an "#####" or a "douche" for standing up for what I believe in then so be it. I am not the one who needs to change or bend. But I will try to be a little more careful since this site is patrolled by various forms of police that wield their influence not only behind the guise of a moderator but behind a real badge as well.
Don't think that I am so naive to believe that this little gestapo mentality you "mafia members" have isn't enforced beyond the virtual walls of cyberspace and that certain members of the law enforcement community who frequent this site wouldn't dare stoop to arrest me under false pretenses and cook the books with a false charge just becuase I said some contrary things on a web forum. Sorry but I ain't going to let that happen to me like it has to other individuals who frequented here in the past. You may have been able to intimidate other past forum members who pissed you off by I don't know let's say - by remotely infecting a hard drive with a kiddie porn virus and then arranging to have that person pulled over for a false DUI charge and claiming that you needed to search his vehicle illegally just because "you felt your saftey was threatened" and then planted evidence that would in turn allow you to get a warrant to search a personal residence and find the kiddie porn that you conveniently already knew would be there, but you won't be able to do that to me!
You may have been able to, by your general rudeness and persecutory and predatory nature, drive an already unstable woman who was only trying her hardest to fit in here and share her love of hunting and riding her horses to the edge of a nervous breakdown and in and out of serveral different mental facilities over the course of the last two years, but I won't let that happen to me! NO sorry, you can't get to me like that. But I digress...
Back to the original question. Do I really want to fit in to all of this? I don't know, you tell me?
Sorry but I had to do this, even though I get a sinking feeling that I may have said too much already. I guess if I all of a sudden stop posting on here you can assume what happened to me and take it as a warning to the rest of you. It will be your own fault then if it goes unheeded.