Kenny,
I've tried to post something meaningful dozens of times now, but can't seem to find the words. Since I heard the terrible news, I've had a heavy heart and I can't imagine what you are going through. I look at my son with a whole new light and protective instinct. Hang in there brother, and know that you and Carrie are in mine and my family's thoughts and prayers. Call me if you need someone to talk to, and let me know if there's anything I can do for you.
Jason